December 2009
5 posts
I hate how this is the end. I feel so cheated. So stupid for believing in you. FCUK you! :’(
I somehow regretted what I did. I know it wasn’t right, but somehow, conscience told me that I just had to do it. The consequences; it felt so good I didn’t want to leave, I ended up missing him more (when I think he doesn’t think the same), I felt I was fooled, and the worst part is, I feel like doing it again! ):
So much for this year’s christmas, however, it was...
“So many years I’ve waited, still the wind gives me no sign of anyone...”
– Madame SS
Titleless
In this wide circle of people. I feel like I’m very alienated from everyone. When there seem to be a simple privilege that each one of them has, I seem to be far from reach from it. I have no one to cry to, no one to vent my feelings to. All I can do is keep it to myself and hope that one day, that simple privilege can come back to me.